The worry of (choose your word) discharge

I've been carrying for one week now. Like most of you here, I've read and researched as much as I can to prepare for this time. Safety is my highest concern and I'm committed to continued ongoing education. I believe with the responsibility of carrying comes the requirement of practice and training.I carried for two days without a round in the chamber. This was all psychological I know and I overcame the hurdle by truly sucking it up and pushing past the worry. For three days I've carried one in the chamber. I do it because I trust that is the proper way to carry, yet I cannot get past the worry of the gun accidentally going off. When I'm in a crowd of people or at an event, I worry that the simple act of my sitting down or standing up, bending over or turning around, that a round will discharge and I will be in a world of panic. To be clear, I'm not worried about grazing my leg or shooting my foot as I'm concerned about he people around me in a panic. The attempted explanation that I'm a good guy and there's no malice intended. The legal issues that could arise.I was gifted this pistol by a family member. It came with the following holster which I'm using temporarily until my StealthGear Onyx comes in which I expect in two weeks or so.http://ift.tt/1TeRmsz in all, I cannot figure out how to get through this concern and I'm looking here for the commentary of others. Thank you! via /r/CCW http://ift.tt/1SpCJFR