My body is broken from years of abuse and fighting. I trained 7 days a week in Chow Ga Tong Long for many years to the point where I had to give it up because I couldn't go out and have a good time. I was always on guard. Since walking away from that lifestyle, I've broken my back resulting in 7 months in rehab, found out I snapped the end of my femur off 20+ years ago in a fight and had it "repaired" 3 times last year ( its just bone on bone now and yeah, it hurt for a few years) and also had my arm ripped out of its socket which then as I put it back in, resulted in my humorous being dented and surgery to fix nerve damage. I'm now fat, drink for pain and am 62 days sober off opiates after 15 years. I want to start jujitsu and krav maga and incorporate it into my king fu muscle memory but am concerned that my ambition exceeds my capabilities. I actually feel vulnerable and hence, like most vulnerable people, seek to dominate situations immediately when I am threatened through sheer will and steel eye. I feel like I have gotten way with it for a long time but I am desperately looking to upskilling asap. Am I kidding myself with jujitsu and maga given my left side of my body is totally fuct? I have developed techniques for my body and 15 years ago I always took it to the ground within 60 seconds but now, too many people have good ground techniques given the rise in popularity of mma. I studied old Gracie videos when not many understood the benefits. Now I'm not ahead I'm behind the game. Collectively, what should i do or do you have advice for someone with a broken lhs. And no, I am looking to running away from a fight but can not run any more. Ive survived on sheer wit, will and strategy for at least the past 10 years alone. I dont like street fighting but times are pretty weird
Submitted December 26, 2020 at 08:33AM by dkt26 https://ift.tt/3aNhKuv
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