Work has really screwed up my schedule so maybe that's why I seem to spend more time in REM sleep. This was so vivid, I knew I would wake up and it would be real.My family was in the mommy tank. We pulled up to a familiar location like the grocery store or church or something like that. There was an active shooter. Suddenly, I'm out of the SUV, I draw, fire and drop a guy.Then I see cops subduing the shooter. I'd just killed an innocent stranger.If I'm ever involved in a shooting, I have insurance so I can have a lawyer on standby. In my dream, I searched for my card forever. When I finally found the emergency number, it was disconnected.[fuzzy stuff]I'm in a court room, and the widow of the man I killed is screaming at me.Real life? I'm going to cover my family and let the guys with armor who are paid to carry firearms deal. What if they think I'm the shooter? I'll keep as low profile as possible.That dream shook me to my core. I'm not a cop. My duty is to my family. If you threaten my family, I hope I have the moxie to protect them, but I've never been there.Sorry for the shit post. I needed to get that off my chest. via /r/CCW https://ift.tt/2G1dGJr
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