Advice on first carry pistol

Hello all,​I'm looking to purchase a pistol i intend to carry in the future. I'm pretty new to the gun world, i've had an opportunity to put a couple hundred rounds through my in-laws Glock 17 and Styer m9a1. i'm not a huge fan of the glock ergonomics, the grip is a bit too thick for me. (born cursed with small hands for a dude). and the styer's sights are weird and the grip angle isn't my favorite.​what i'm looking for, is something relatively small i'm 5'9" and 160, i tend to wear moderately fitted cloths. however ideally i'd like to be able to fit a red-dot, ideally stock milled for one. does anyone have any suggestions? via /r/CCW https://ift.tt/2WdTWFK