Thursday, February 29, 2024

people who can't afford instruction? & more issues

Can any survivors or understanding people help that and and other inaccessibility?

I don't feel comfortable online, found no local free class,

need probably something more personal than a class or 1 session, for questions that i remember later with traumatic memory

Instructors i heard from were listening the least possible, so i am afraid people will just keep minimizing or ignoring me

I feel frozen vulnerable asking about this topic, that alot of my details to my concerns and vulnerabilities and accessibility issues, i wonder if will be possible to say. I wonder about trust and arrogance, and if saying more details might be possible, if more accessible self-defense supporters might be open

I don't want the topic to go away because too hurtful to think about for long or if more instructor flippancy happens. But i worry i can't ask in a psychologically safe way,

like even my curled-up ask is too vulnerable, for example talking about how my trust can be slow or how i have vulnerabilities or any detail, feels like past talk on the tip of people's tongues about 'empowerment' and 'strength' and 'indestructible' and even 'self-defense' that is self destructive because it ignores lots necessary sensitive info

Sorry if i am wrong talking, i am not sure where i am here among self-defense approaches. My searches and waits has been bad for me so far. i am so dismissable, I worry even for literal self protection



Submitted March 01, 2024 at 12:18AM by Imaginary-Being-2366 https://ift.tt/Ed6HvbM

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