I don't know how to start it... But growing up I was always weak. I was picked on growing up. I am so afraid of confrontation. Like even verbal. If someone raised their voice at me I freeze like a dear on headlights. I wanted to learn boxing and other things to get confident in myself. But it's expensive and I'm getting old every day I'm 24 now. I'll be 25 in July. And in mind unless I became a pro boxer or something(I know that is stupid... 😅) I won't be safe. Forget physical... Even verbal confrontation makes me freeze... I am such a pussy. Now walking is good and all... But it feels shitty and not to forget it's embarrassing. I don't want to get into relationship because I think how will I protect her and even what will she think... That her man was afraid in this situation. I really need help this is eating.
Submitted January 31, 2025 at 03:17PM by Sketches558 https://ift.tt/ZHSyz7L
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