Female, living in an unsafe environment with sibling who has a load of mental illness along with bipolar. No one in the house takes my concerns serious enough even though I’ve tried expressing how unsafe I feel. This person is a literal ticking time bomb. He often does childish things that seem to provoke me, which I feel will enable him to have a reason to attack me if I choose to respond one day. I have one canister of pepper spray but I think it’s a relatively cheap brand that I don’t think will be as affective. I have a hammer but he will easily outweigh me considering that he has his own punching bag he’s been hitting for the past 2 years by now, and he weighs much more than me. I can tell he would easily disorientate me from one punch alone. I don’t think a taser will do much because he could jump on or at me anytime but also that I believe he is that mental enough that it probably will anger him so much that he wouldn’t notice any pain. Believe me, I’ve called the cops several times to which they’ve all done nothing, and everyone pretty much enables him to keep the peace and I have No safe place to go either. I am reaching an end mentally that I feel that I will snap and find a way to kill him or have to during self defense. I am not looking to kill him and I don’t ever want to own a gun so that’s not an option.
Submitted September 02, 2025 at 04:46AM by Ok_Issue_5797 https://ift.tt/Dio3Rqa
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